Wednesday, March 4, 2009

once upon a time...

Excuse me, but the last time i checked, juggling 3 relationships at once was a bad thing. As far as i know, that would label you as a slut, but for some reason that doesn't seem to fit. Even in my eyes. Doing things like this aren't supposed to help, they aren't supposed to work out in the end. So why do they? Why do some people get it all, leaving the others with nothing?
I'm just so sick of living my life around every one else. So fucking sick of it. And in a way, shes right, I don't want to waste my time waiting around to be wanted once again, I just don't know what else to do at the moment. So, I'll do this, just for now, to see what happens.
THE END.
Not permanently, but for now. This fucking thread is living my life, and I hate it, and thus, I am done. Not for good, no, but for now. I may be back in a month or so, just to see what comes to mind. Fuck, I'll likely be back in a week or two, but nothing will be posted, nothing will be written, nothing new will be read. This line of work, these lines of words, are done. The emotionless letters and words, I'm just so fucking done with it all.

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