you are the taste of something sweet, and i'm tangled in the sheets.

"don't do it, please... other people want you...need you
he's not worth it"
"oh...i'm so, so sorry, it shouldn't have happened like that
...she's beautiful, she was beautiful,"
"nothing too big, too small...nothing out of proportion..."
"jump out of a window and hope you dont fall."
"tell her...she'll understand"
"i like you"
"put up a front...kills yourself to make someone else feel alive"
"i did... and i fell hard."
"no, you walked out the door, and tripped on the stairs.
"hey beautiful...i love you."
"happy fucking new years."
"she made me feel bad whenever it happened
...wouldn't talk to me."
"its not working..."
nods.
"then i dont want to try the window."
"home alone?...hi."
"now its your turn to jump out the window...
hope you dont fall again."
"where is it?....____."
"that's not all...get ulcers from..."
"i saw it coming..so much harder than..."
pathetic. ugly. fat. unwanted.
"we dont effect the ones we love...just do what we want?"
"why did i let myself fall...."
"cant live with...can't live without."
"stoned out of your face."
"i'm sorry..."
"ignored."
"i love you."
"whats wrong...?"
"please?"
"no..."
no....
past fucking tense.