miss independent? hey-she shot the bullets.

I've had a bit of an epiphany, well, more like a realisation, because
I'm not exactly 100% sure what an epiphany is exactly. No matter what
people say, there is always something wrong, with every situation.
Someone could have done something, something could not want, or
like something, but there's always 1 problem. And with relationships,
someone always does something wrong, always. So even though I'm
told that I didn't do anything wrong, and for the first while, I believed
it, now I know that I did. If I hadn't, then nothing would be wrong,
sure it can just 'not be working', but someone needs to do something
to push it to that point. People dont just stop wanting each other,
something that the other person has done makes that happen.
Oh, another epiphany of the day, funny how men are assholes, except
for the gay ones, but that's okay 'cus I like girls. Just turned out
they're bitches, well, the ones I go for at least. So... Tia, if you do ever
read this, i'm sorry, but i'm really starting to wonder what I saw...
okay see in you. You treat me like shit, and have admit that i'm the
only one you treat like that though, I've always been at least 2nd best
with you, which isn't good enough for one you claim(ed) to love. Sure,
for the first while, I could deal you always talking about Teal, and the
obviousness that you still had (strong) feelings for her. But you started
having feelings for other girls, I just couldn't handle knowing that you
treated them better than me. And that you probably wanted the more
that me, i've always known that I was really just there to fill the void
with you, and that you were just too lonely to be alone, you're too
hung up on Teal to really want, need someone else.


epiphany:
A divine manifestation.