you were the one who was spending the night.

btw, happy one year. we've been fucking up eachother's lives for exectly that long now.

'You're so brutal to those who love you, Scarlett. You take their love and hold it over their heads like a whip.'

So... Yes, she is a better influence on me, and yes,
she does actually like to talk,
and she refuses to let anyone be sad, which is good,
but shes not you.Shes not you, and i don't want her.
I want someone that i love, and that's you.
I'm starting to know what you meant when you said
that the whole jealousy show was going on for too long.
I tried to stop, or at least not you know how bad it was,
because i didn't want you to know how
much you were hurting me. But it seems right now,
you don't exactly seem to care about that right now.
You don't seem to notice how bothersome it gets
whenever you bring her up. Whenever you bring it up,
as if you think anything could actually happen,
Even though we both know nothing would.
I'm just... i'm getting so sick of this always coming up,
I don't want our relationship evolving around her.
Everyone always says that soon enough in a relationship,
someone will start acting different, stop trying, and i'm scared.
Because, well... honestly it almost seems allot like that lately.
And... well, I don't want to lose this.

Did I get your attention?
'Cause I'm sending all the signs

That the clocking is ticking
And I'll be giving my two weeks
Pick your favorite shade of black
You'd best prepare a speech

Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say that you loved me

... Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat

... I swore too much
But i swear you didn't care
'Cause we were in love