Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner,Now everything's cool as long as I’m getting thinner.

You know that feeling you get in your gut,
that feels like butterflies, but isn't? That's what i have,
that's what i always have. Well, only when i eat.
No wonder why though, its this little craving inside of me,
the voice in the back of my head.
I noticed today that i've lost 3 pounds in the past couple days,
and believe me, i was excited. that is up until i realised
i'm still at least 10 away from my goal. Pathetic little girl.
Long story short, i didn't do it, i figured i owed her that much.
I...attempted to make a promise, and honestly,
she deserves that i at least keep part of it.
Especially considering it took me less than
20 minutes to fuck up the other half of this promise.
I promise i'm trying, but who knows how well that'll go.
Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold