Dont tell me if i'm dieing, cus i dont want to know

I love how you make me smile,
And come to see me in the middle
of the night, just to make me smile.
Even though i hate this feeling of denial,
that someone like you would ever, could ever,
have these feeling for someone like me.
I couldn't ever give up this feeling of closer,
safetly, and loving.
"Waking the neighbors unfamiliar faces,
he bleed and he cries but hes only denied."

i dont mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?

as realization finally hits in,
i slowly start to begin.
begin to understand everything,
all the lies,
all my cries.
so with this gun held to my head
i pull the trigger,
and slowly fall to my bed.
i hope you understand what you did,
you better be sorry for what you did.
you broke my heart,
and tore it apart.
'know what they say,
all the king's horses, and all the king's men,
couldn't put Humpty together again.
you said it yourself, frail as a pin.
you said it yourself, don't know where to begin.
i'm your Humpty,
put me back together again?