Babe, dont worry, they're only tears. I'll shed more.

As i'm writing about the things you've done,
the tears just wont stop flowing.
I wish that you could understand how important you are to me,
or even how much this hurts, and rips and tears at my heart.
Seeing a smile light up on your face every time she comes around.
But that's exactly it, you know how i feel,
you know exactly how much this hurts.
All because of her.
Shes the reason i'm worth a dime in your books.
The reason you tried to make me feel better,
tried to make this better.
Too bad you were wrong.
I'm nothing like her, that's why i'm not good enough.
Even for that short week,
i was so sure that you might possibly of had the same feelings,
even only slightly the same emotions for me.
Too bad i was wrong.
I was sure that watching movies in your basement,
talking about all the random things,
that to anybody else would have meant nothing,
Meant something to you, because they sure as hell meant more
than something to me.
I read your words about her, her perfect blue eyes,
and the long gorgeous blond hair.
Don't worry, that's only the complete opposite of me.
You mentioned how she
told you to give that other girl a try.
Give me a try.
All you said was how that other girl -me-
tried, but wasn't the same.
Doesn't have the same body.
Sorry i'm not thin enough.
Doesn't have the same thoughts, or voice.
Sorry i'm not good enough.
I know that i'm not her, not in the least.
But despite all of that, i just wish
you would be willing to give it a try.
Give me a try.
And i can live without you,
but without you i'll be living miserable at best.