strip down all your layers to find the truth.

You don't know what it does to me,
pretending to be nice, talking to me.
Just being there at all.
My goal was to just...stop everything.
Stop talking to you, stop flirting with you,
Stop liking you all together.
The fact that you still sit there beside me,
still talk to me, and still care.
All of it, its just breaking me inside.
The way you do that thing you do
to show me you want me,
Just the way you did that night.
That horrible, gorgeous night that ruined everything.
When you look me in the eyes,
inside i'm just screaming 'she must want me, she must care'.
Its the hardest thing in the world to tell myself its all a lie,
To just sit there and force my hands not to grab yours.
You doen't know it, but that's the hardest thing in the world for me.
Your hair, your eyes,
your whole divine,
when i get so hypnotized.
You made me laugh, you made me cry,
but i guess that's what i'll have to buy.
You're hands and mine when they're entwined.