And did you really look my way? 'Cause noone could have seen this coming.

I'm disgusted with you, who you are, what you've become.
Two fucking little chicken legs, and you feel sick to your stomach.
You eat less than your barely 5 years old brother.
Fucking 5 years old.
You clench your stomach not just in disgust, but in pain.
Your body cant even handle the fucking smallest things.
Two little cookies fill you up, even when its all
you've eaten at 2'clock in the afternoon.
A handful of french fries, and your done for the night,
Again, your sick to your stomach. Pathetic.
In a day you barely eat one meal's worth.
7am-11pm half the time,and only a handful or two of food.
Even then you still can hardly keep it down,
she was right, eventually your body wont be able to handle anything.
Just thinking about it makes me sick, that's how bad this is.
That's how pathetic you are,
that's how much of a horrible person you are.
Why cant you just fucking stop? If it hurts me this much,
just imagine what it does to them...
You say you cant stop, your trying,
but you don't know if you can stop, well why the hell not?
This is all self inflicted, your doing this to yourself,
so just fucking quit. You're putting everyone around you in pain.
Pulling everyone you love down with you.
Down this dark hole of pain, worries, and sadness.
You've obviously forgotten about her, what this does to her.
You claim to love her, and yet your putting her through all this pain.
You've dug yourself one hell of a hole,
and i almost wish you would die in it.
Because honestly, for what your putting everyone through,
you deserve it. No, you don't deserve that, you should have
to stay here in pain for what your doing to them.
Dieing would let you off the hook, but just put everyone
else around you in more pain.