its the first kiss, it flawless, its really something.

your and idiot girl, do you know that?
i don't regret it, not in the least, i meant those words,
i swear on my life i do. i've been thinking about it night
and day for a while now, wanting to say them so badly. i
was afraid, i don't know why, or even of what, but i was.
but now i'm furious with myself, tossing and turning through out
the night about what to do know. i don't regret it, not in the least.
but saying it in the state that i was in
was just about the dumbest thing in the world.
i wanted those words to be important, to mean something, not just
slurred mumbles between my lips. i'm an idiot, such an idiot,
but its good that i know it, be able to make up for my mistakes.
i love you babe.
Are you aware of what you said to me earlier?
mhmm....but i'm not sure if i will in the morning, but i meant it.