Sunday, November 9, 2008

feeling so crazy, make me skin and bones

head spinning, hands shaking.
i don't know what to think,
anorexic clouds swimming amongst an obese sky.
rainbows cluttering my mind,
this weird logic that you are, that we are.
a feeling of safety, and closure,
i dont know what to think of it, except that i need it.
i dont want to let it go, i dont think i can let it go.
babe i'm so sorry for what i'm putting you through,
you deserve so much better than this.
i'm trying to stop, i really am. i dont want to hurt you.
"I lock the door, turn on the water, bury that sound,
so no one hears anything anymore, mirrors lie to me,
tell me you can see, maybe you won't be able to recognize me now"

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