Oh no, dont go changing, thats what you told me from the start.

My mother screams at me, trying to pound
the abnormalities of this through my thick skull. Digging, scratching,
pounding away, my father is
nowhere to be seen, lost in the dark abyss
Is this normal? I don't get it, i wont get it.
Families are supposed to be loving, caring,
a place to feel safe. This feels more like a living hell. Whatever
happened to fairy tale endings?
Whoever though up happily ever after, was so, so wrong.
The good old days, when all girls feared was getting cooties from the cute boys at school,
now its an endless battle just to stay in one piece.
I've lost the battle.
There are pieces of my body, my mind, me,
lying freely though out this bright lighted city. Lighting up the dark night with the
excitement i wasn't able to keep in myself.
Please, someone get me out of here!
I can't handle this torturous world any longer.
Rejection lurking around every corner i turn,
waiting to pounce, taking me down with any given chance.
Black cloaks drenched with black, icy rain.
Too much irony.
Black tears resemble the black smoke, flying
through the sky coming up from the candles lighting up the dark night.
A give and take, love hate situation, smoke for rain,
tears for pain. What about blood? If i drain my body of my
blood, what will i receive in return? More pain, included with much more rain?
Its a package deal, treat me like shit, that's what you'll receive.
With age comes responsibility, not respect.
You get, what everyone else gets, you get a life time